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Tuesday, February 7, 2006


It's been a ridicuously long time. Does anyone want to be co-moderator with me so we can make this community simply fabulous.

p.s. I saw the Movie "New Best Friend" Ms. Swain was fantastic as usual.

(andrea are you the real thing?)

Tuesday, July 26, 2005


I love the fact that we have had some new members! I love the fact that "Girl" has been so widely recognized and has touched so many people. It was the best $3.00 investment I have ever made. If anyone knows any new info on any of the characters of this movie, has their own todd sparrow experience, or has soome inspired poetry, recommended movies, etc...

(the moderator)

(andrea are you the real thing?)

Monday, July 11, 2005


Does anyone have the quote from the movie when Andrea sees Todd at Cybil's first show? The one where she's like... And I thanked God for making the snake, the apple, blah blah blah... Haha. I've been looking for the exact quote, and I can't find it anywhere! ^_^ Thanks.

(1 played their fancy rock and ended up with tears | andrea are you the real thing?)

Saturday, March 26, 2005


ok shari higgins will join soon, welcome her.

the moderator

(andrea are you the real thing?)

Friday, March 25, 2005


I am seriously thinking about making home made t-shirts you know with Iron on things you print from your computer and make like some bracelets and stuff. I have always wanted to try it. This summer it will be time. Oh and by the way to Mary and Patsy who won the girl writing contest I know it has been a year but you will be recieving your prizes by july. I just have been poor.

I want to make a t-shirt with Dominique Swain or Sean Patrick Flannery and put down on the front WWAMD?
"What would Andrea Marr do?" and have a quote from the movie, that would be fun.

(andrea are you the real thing?)

Friday, March 11, 2005

9:50PM - Todd Sparrow Icons

Hey I just joined so that I could post these Todd icons that I made. I couldn't think of anyone else who could appreciate them as much as me so here are some teasers:

1) Image hosted by Photobucket.com 2) Image hosted by Photobucket.com

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Current mood: productive

(2 played their fancy rock and ended up with tearss | andrea are you the real thing?)

Monday, February 14, 2005

3:00PM - here a todd sparrow poem PLEASE COMMENT AND TELL ME what ya think thanks!

Todd sparrow is nothing like you
don't you see?
I have seen your truth
and it has consumed me
you are no angel and I
still want you
you give me life
and you kill me too
better than candy you are
making me absurd
you are the only thing so far
making my world

look at what you have reduced me too!
I am not me
look what you have reduced me too!
when you walk away and leave
give me something, anything
anything you want it to be...
its not fair, I want you with me in your world
I no longer want to be just another girl

I have given you everthing
all of me
you have dropped me, like god dropping
rain in the spring
it doesn't phase you
heartbreak just lingering
I need you so bad, I need you
inside of me
I don't want to need you
but somehow I do
Internalizing fantasy
instead of the truth

look at what you have reduced me too!
I am not me
look what you have reduced me too!
when you walk away and leave
give me something, anything
anything you want it to be...
its not fair, I want you with me in your world
I am not just another girl.

it's too bad, its so sad I am in love with you
you don't deserve me, certainly not worthy
but I still lose!
give me something, anything!
to hold on to
peace of mind, dignity, give all of my heart back to me
hold out your hand so I can't reach
help me to hate you (I should hate you...)

but I don't and its so so sad
you're controlling
me, I don't know how to let my
self just breathe
you are no todd sparrow, I can't
stop you
you will never stop haunting me
until I haunt you
which will never happen
I am weak
you don't know how much you have a hold on me

look at what you have reduced me too!
I am not me
look what you have reduced me too!
when you walk away and leave
give me something, anything
anything you want it to be...
its not fair, I want you with me in your world
I don't want to be just another girl....

(andrea are you the real thing?)

Friday, January 21, 2005


I haven't heard anything lately about Dominique Swain...anyone know whats up? I gotta go have aglorious day.

(andrea are you the real thing?)

Friday, November 5, 2004


I saw incubus last night....I heart Brandon Boyd. He's definitley my Todd Sparrow. It's sick I just listen to him sing and this disguisting squishy feeling that's so utterly beautiful washes over me. I think it's rare indeed that you find a man to be such a rock star yet so sensitive and poetic. There has to be a catch to him. Some evil ploy with the record industry has set up with him. Or maybe he has a pact with Satan! No, as much I don't want to be as mature as a 12 year old, he's so damn beautiful. It's not just his looks,that has never just won me over. It's the fact he can sing and he can still write these introspective lyrics and he's not gay...sigh* The fact he doesn't just like one type of music, maybe it's because he likes Kylie Minogue. At any rate I find myself attracted to these rebellious types that just aren't right for me or even within my grasp.
I am done gushing. Does anyone have an a todd sparrow to write about?

(andrea are you the real thing?)

Thursday, October 28, 2004


"guys like todd sparrow arent the boyfriend type ya know?"
"i know"
....but i didnt know
....what was it about this boy that i wanted
....what was it about this boy that i needed
....and why did i feel incomplete without it

andrea, your too smart, too nice too good, for a guy like todd sparrow...
............"but hes so beautiful"

( tear falls, i heart this movie)

Current mood: drunk

(andrea are you the real thing?)

Tuesday, October 5, 2004


yeah so I am updating...shit I know its been a long time, but what are ya gonna do. Any bonafide "girl"esque news....let me know


(1 played their fancy rock and ended up with tears | andrea are you the real thing?)

Thursday, August 12, 2004

8:23PM - hey its been a long time!

I haven't heard from some of you? How is everyone? I have been busy working and updating my own personal soap opera. I am trying to get the toddsparrow gift baskets together at a reasonable time. Does anyone have any ideas for this community...any contests or topics we should openly dicuss, any dominique Swain news? Just wondering, if there are any ideas I want to make this place great!

(andrea are you the real thing?)

Wednesday, July 28, 2004


Ok, so theres this really great community for Dominque Swain called Swain Love. Its wonderfully done, and you should check it out if you are a fan!


Current mood: tired

(andrea are you the real thing?)

Friday, July 16, 2004

8:54PM - he was everything that I wanted (why? what was it that I needed?)

You know I started thinking about my highschool crush recently...Its hard to understand why I liked him. Ok, I still think about him all the time, at least once a day. I really don't have feelings like that for him, but he really confuses me. guys don't have this affect on me unless they are celebrities, meaning they are unattainable. So because I know I will never be or be with anyone famous, I openly lust for them and give it a year and then its over. I mean besides the fact he was extremely attractive, smart, and opinionated means nothing. I mean I went out with sean atkinson for god's sake. I think I liked this kid because he challenged me, not me personally, but he made me think. I hated and loved him for it. He was just I dunno...so cool. There was no other way to describe it. He was friendly and easy going which made me melt. He was opinionated and sorta rebellious and full of himself, and oddly enough that was really hot. I would get so pissed off when he would blow off the music classes we had together,it was so disrespectful but I don't think I would have felt the same if he hadn't. If he hadn't been such an ass during band and music theory in highschool, would I have melted the way I did? I told you I am weird like that. I went from being really happy about finally having a crush on someone during my last year of highschool, to becoming very depressed. Even though I saw him walk passed me everday he too was unattainable . He was good looking and intellegent...I am only borderline some of those things. Plus he had a girlfriend and I hated her. I shouldn't have I didn't know her, and it wasn't like I was going to make a move, but I didn't want her to have him either. It also doesn't help when your sister tells you that his girlfriend is dumb and treats him like shit. Or when you see him making out with his girlfriend right in front of you on the verge of having sex right in the choir room. I wanted to be that girl. I have always wanted to be that girl. In the same sense Why would he want a full figured simpleton like me when he could have petite dancing bitch? Cause guys like the one I liked Like challenging girls too. By the way I don't mean that intellectually speaking.
Its been almost two years, I am quite sure I will never see him again. I guess I am sad because I am chicken shit. I guess I am sad also that he wasn't as grand as he seemed. At least no one could touch my daydreams of him. Well I found out last christmas that the boy I found to be so perfect, the one who was all over his girlfriend, was all fucked up on drugs had a fling with another guy, a guy who supposedly had a crush me. So not only were my make-believe dreams crushed but also this guy was not only cheating on his girlfriend, he's cheating with other men. I dunno Its bizzare why am I attracted these people. I have only ever heard a man say he loved me once, and that was a weird online thing that I had no feelings for that man he was only my friend. I wonder when will it be my time to step out of this poor cycle of weird guys, and get gutsy! When Will I find the right guy, at least the right one for a little while. Its been almost 20 years....I know I am worthy, I haven't been able to see it in myself until college. I am something and I am someone good, when will my opposite see it in me? I know I shouldn't worry but I feel behind in some way.
I have these dreams I have had 3 of them. One in france, one in mexico and one in the snow. I am with this man but i can never make out his face, I wanna know when I can see his face! where are you, Why is it taking you so long? someone let me know when he arrives!

(1 played their fancy rock and ended up with tears | andrea are you the real thing?)

Thursday, July 15, 2004

5:23PM - the winning story! By Coke_friend

Todd Sparrow.... he consumes our souls.
he leads our existence.

I've gotten tread upon by him recently.

He is who you love.
He can't do any wrong.
Even when he's trying to fuck your best friend.
He is every girl's weakness in men.
When your'e fucking him you feel like youre the only one in the world for him.
How could he possibly want anyone else?
You are beautiful, and everything he wants.
Until youre done, and he leaves.
He gives you a ride home, after he's slept with you. He gives you that sleepy, sexy, lustfilled smile.
Your heart and panties melt.
He is everything.
You are the only people on earth.
Who cares if there are cars behind us?
Take me now.
Being around him thrills you, and makes you feel complete.
He calls you when he's drunk, every night. He even calls in the morning on his way home from his friend's party.
Just to talk to you.
He becomes everything.
You'll stop your life for him.
You always laugh together. And when he puts your hand on your back, you know you're already melting in his hands.
He brings the passion to the surface.
He brings the lust and sexual aggression out.
Your hands all over him. His hands all over you.
Everything is perfect.
He feels perfect.
He acts perfect.
He then stops calling.

and six months later, after contemplating too many suicides to count, you hear from his friend that he got a girl pregnant, and was with her for a few months, but recently broke up with her.

and you realize you got thrown out.
and you cry because it could have been you who got pregnant. and you cry more because if you HAD gotten pregnant, he would have been there with me. and maybe taken care of me.
but you didn't get pragnant. and you AREN'T throwing your life away.
You're going to go to college, and meet more men.
He was only the second.
But he was more than everything to you.

He seems so unattainable at first.
He then pays attention to you.
You fall in love.
You feel perfect with him around.
And then nothing.
And you're alone.

Todd Sparrow has fucked you over.
Because he likes them young and small.
But you never acted your young age.
And you've always had a full figured woman's body.
Todd Sparrow used you like he's used so many others.
But this couldn't possibly happen.

But I loved him.
And he's hurt me.
Struck me to the core.

So you can't really be safe from losers, can you?
You were the only one for him. You made him so god damn happy.
You've never felt so happy.
But now you can't get by one day without thinking of him.
Todd Sparrow left you.
You were never good enough.

Current mood: drained

(1 played their fancy rock and ended up with tears | andrea are you the real thing?)

4:25AM - End of contest

I was sorta sad to only get 3 stories in for my contest, but Alas they were all beautiful stories. I can only choose 2 winners though. The winners are Lori charmedream 1sr runner up and Mary coke_friend  1st place. Mary wrote a beautifully written story from her past experience, I am sure many people can relate to. I will post it later today when I have access to my own computer. Congradulations girls, you will be getting your prizes sometime next month but I need you to submit your personal info via e-mail britegrl03@hotmail.com . I hope more of you get involved in the contests to come!



(2 played their fancy rock and ended up with tearss | andrea are you the real thing?)

Sunday, July 11, 2004

2:53PM - YESSS!! My genius moment:)

Yay! I figured out how to actually join the community:) Hey everyone! How are ya'll?? Well, that's all I have to say- have a wonderful day!
Love in Christ~*~ Jamie Nicole

Current mood: accomplished

(2 played their fancy rock and ended up with tearss | andrea are you the real thing?)

Monday, July 5, 2004

6:50PM - horray!

cokefriend  wrote me a beautiful story!  I have it saved so when the contest is over you can read it! Get your stories out there we want to know about you! Cokefriend that was truly magnificent. you and patsy have made the andrea marrs everywhere stronger!

(1 played their fancy rock and ended up with tears | andrea are you the real thing?)


Guys I need Stories! Please send me your Toddsparrow stories! I have only got one and that makes me soooooo sad. There will be prizes and good stuff please send me your stories! Send them too thecolourgreenismyheart@hotmail.com hope to hear back from some of you!

(andrea are you the real thing?)

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